It’s My Birthday!

I’m 23. :3

2020 has been wild so far. I’m surprised I have been handling it well, though. I think like a lot of people, I thought by this point in the year I was going to be more independent and successful than I currently am. I know for me personally, May would have marked one year since I have graduated college, and therefore, would have represented a benchmark of how far I have gotten. But now with all that is going on, it’s hard to quantify what “progress” means to me at least.

I think my life thus far has been a giant ball of confusion, which is not surprising considering the fact that Neptune is copresent with my Midheaven and square my Sun. Part of why I eventually got deep into numerology and then astrology was because they seemed to give me better insight into why my soul came back to Earth. But any information I did discover about myself didn’t necessarily make my life a walk in the park. I still don’t know what I’m doing now.

I know this is not unusual for my age group (early 20s), but the way the world is set up, you can’t waffle about “discovering your life’s passion.” But is everyone supposed to have a “life’s passion”? From what I have been learning about reincarnation throughout the Web, “the meaning of life” seems to be literally what you make it; that is, we’re here to supposedly learn lessons that promote our soul’s growth. Mine seems to be independence and enlightenment–this is more spelled out in my numerology chart(s) than my astrology charts in my opinion–but how does this translate into a job or a stable source of income? Unfortunately, what we want to do in this timeline has to be funneled through the parameters of capitalism.

I know on every monthly anniversary I bring this up lol but money be on the brain despite not being in a 2nd house profection. How do you get it when you don’t know what you’re doing in life?

As I mentioned in my first anniversary post, all the tarot card readings I have watched on YouTube said abundance will come to me but it’s like when lol. I know a lesson I am learning in this life is patience since my Saturn is in Aries. But I don’t know. I’m just rambling at this point, so I’ll wrap this post up.

I’m 23 and that’s very weird. I will go through a 12th house profection now, which I also find odd since after graduating, my life has felt very 12th housey. It has also felt very 5 energy as I was finally free from the shackles of the education system once and for all but I am supposedly in a 6 personal year. That means when I am going through my 1st house profection I will be going through a 7 personal year which is very 12th house-like as well. So I guess I have a few years of introspection ahead of me. Hopefully when I come out of it, I know what the hell I’m doing lol.

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